I know...or do I??

I know he's not mine...but why do I crave??
         I know I can't reach it...but why are my hands stretched??
I know its a silent dream...but I want it to be real...
         I know time has passed...but I'm holding on to the past...

why, I do not know...he lingers in my mind...
         why, I do not know...he lives in my soul...
why, I do not know...my heart still beats for him...
         why, i do not know...I love him all the more...

I want to know...if he ever loved me??
          I want to know...if he, like me, craved too??
I want to know...if my dream could've been real??
          I want to know...if he could have been mine??

I want him to know...that I love him like crazy...
          I want him to know...that he dwells in my heart...
I want him to know...that he has touched my soul...
          I want him to know...that in my dreams, he's mine......