Dreams? What are they? This is divine Reality!!! :-)

It was a very weird feeling…I know I was very very happy…but somewhere, in the corner of my heart, I missed him terribly…I wanted him to be here…in India, take my hands and slide the ring into my finger…but that was far from reality…

Hey!!! Ppl…don’t think that this one’s a sad story…no way!!! In fact, this one’s the best story of my life!!! That day, the day I wore the ring, was the happiest day of my life…coz I was getting engaged to my soulmate!!! Just that he couldn’t make it to India for the engagement…but what the heck!!! Our hearts have met, and that’s all that matters…rest everything is a formality…

This all happened within a month’s time…last month, sometime in the beginning of June, I was just living life the way it had to be…morose, mundane and nothing new to talk about…just, abnormally normal…you know…waking up early in the morning, going to office, crib about my best friend leaving to the US soon, and how I would be missing him, work, if possible, come home, eat like a glutton, and go off to sleep…this was all that I did…no goals in life, no ambitions, absolutely no enthusiasm…it was a totally unceremonious life…but, with the wink of an eyelid, everything changed!!!! And here I am, totally in love…eager to be in his arms…he’s far far away from me, and yes, the distance is painful…but you know what, I’m in love with the pain too…

About a month or more back, this person who introduced himself as Vijay to me in his mail, slowly crept into my life…to be very frank, I really dint wanna reply to his mail, but then under the pressure of my parents, I gave in, expecting that this one’s gonna be another failure…and that I would get a very polite but “to-the-point” mail, rejecting me as usual…I was fed up of the whole process of match-making, and was least interested in even showing minimal interest in it. Surprisingly, he mailed me back, and the reply was a pretty pleasant one at that (of course it yet dint mention his decision). And so it started, the series of mails, and chats…I slowly began to realize that we think alike…in fact, we also had more or less the same taste!!! It felt weird initially, but later on, it began to feel great!!!

We exchanged quite a few mails, and then he called, one beautiful Saturday evening…we spoke for about an hour…and we never realized how time flew!! That was the day I felt that he is THE one…though I couldn’t have really said it to him then and there…I didn’t know what he thought, and was praying that this just works out…as I told earlier…God really seems to be answering my prayers…he has been too generous of late…and I guess now he really wants to see me happy…after all that I have gone through…He feels I have had enough of mental trauma, and so, today, here I am, happy, very happy, coz I am engaged to my soul mate… :-)

Today, life shows a totally different face to me…it says that now its time to celebrate, but at the same time, it keeps me aware of my past, bcoz of which I am what I am today. Yes, I am happy…I’m flying!!! I have finally met the man of my dreams…and he is the most precious thing to me…I wont ever let go of my treasure trove…never. I love him a lot, and today, I can proudly say it on the face of my past…”Happy days are here again!!!” And this time, they are for good. :-) He is a gem…very very understanding, very loving, and to top it all…he’s a die hard romantic…I am really really lucky to have him as my life partner…and I cant stop thanking God for this wonderful gift he has blessed me with…this person, who, entered into my life, has today become not just a part of my life, but and integral part of me...he's become my identity, my passion, and my biggest reason to live, and to finally enjoy life to the fullest...

We talk to each other almost everyday…and that’s the only consolation I have…coz I miss him a lot…how I wish I could be in his arms right now…I wish we could just go off to a beautiful island…just the two of us, and sit for hours together amidst greenery…well…I’m sure all of it will happen…surely one day…and I’m waiting to be with him…waiting to be his wife…waiting to take care of him like my baby…give him all the love he had ever craved for…always be there for him…in times good or bad, in sickness and in health…forever…well…its just a wait of about four more months for us to unite and become one…and after that, this girl, called Savita, who used to enjoy life only in her world of dreams…will see those dreams turn into reality…:-)