I can't handle it...I JUST CAN'T!! Its getting to my NERVES!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!! I just cant take it!! I thought I am a strong person, and I was confident that I will be able to face reality...but alas!! I guess I am just a cheeky coward who cannot face the bitter truth of life...NO!! I CAN'T FACE IT...I CAN'T SEE IT.....I DON'T WANT TO!!!! I need to get out of here....first thing...

I dunno whether I'll be able to move on......but I wanna stay AWAY from some people now...ppl who, at one point of time had been very very precious to me...I  WANT TO STAY AWAY FROM THEM!!!! I el frustrated, helpless.....i want to SCREEEEEAAAAAAAAMMMMMM!!! scream my heart out!!! WILL SOMEBODY LISTEN TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?????????????? Is GOD listening to MEEEEEEEE??? Does ANBODY understand what I'm going through...ANYBODY???
PLEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEE somebody help me!!!!!!! I need someone to talk to.....to pour my heart out......a shoulder to cry on!!!!!!!