On Cloud Nine today!!!!

It all looks like a fairy tale...no really...it does look like a fairy tale...he came, he conquered my heart, and went away....leaving me spellbound...well...no prizes for guessing that... :) he is my love, my life...and he's far far away...I didnt even realize when he swept me off my feet...and now, i feel im flying!!! I feel im on cloud nine!!! And there's no stopping me...i just have one thing to say to the world now...

"kaanto se kheench ke ye aanchal, Tod ke bandhan baandhee paayal, koee naa roko dil kee udaan ko, dil wo chala
aaj fir jeene kee tamannaa hai, aaj fir marne kaa iraadaa hai
apane hee bas mein naheen mai, dil hain kahee to hoo kahee main, jaane kyaa paa ke meree jindagee ne, has kar kaha,
aaj fir jeene kee tamanna hain, aaj fir marane kaa iraadaa hain"

I want to say to the world that I am gonna live!!! I am gonna survive all that i have gone through and enjoy myself...i am gonna be a part of his life...and live for him...im gonna be his wife...yeah!! Sounds perfect!!!

I just cant believe that i gave away my heart to someone who is on the other side of this world, even without seeing him...he says, ours is very much a pair made in heaven...coz even without meeting each other, our hearts are beating for each other...i wait for his email everyday, and his first email that comes at sharp 4:00 pm IST (6:30 am US time), is enough to make my day...his sweet words, and his wonderful gesture, when he calls me "Jaan" takes me to a world of dreams...i never wanted to believe that i would fall in love...and i tried a lot too...but i couldnt stop it...i couldnt stop my heart from leaving me and reside in somebody else's soul...yes, i fell in love with him...shall we say "Crazy kiya re!!!" Jokes apart...i want to tell everyone that this is true...i want to announce that I AM IN LOVE!!!! And im waiting for you dear...im waiting for you to come and take me along with you...

You are in my eyes, you are in my dreams,
You are in the blissfully flowing streams,
You are in my tears, you are in my smiles,
So what if you are away, so many miles...

You are in my touch, you are in the breeze,
You kiss me once, and you make me freeze,
You are in my words, you are in my thoughts,
Oh I love you so much, and I love you lots...

You are in love, you are in affection,
Your presence gives my life perfection,
You are in the "Good Mornings", you are in the "Good Nights",
I can feel you in the sun, so warm and bright...

You are in the raindrops, you are in the winter days,
You make a difference, in so many ways...
You are in my songs, in my poems you are,
You are with me, no matter how far...

You are in my heart, you are in my soul,
You are in me, my love, as a whole,
Let us come together, let our arms entwine,YOU are ME my love, yes, you are mine…